The Final Hit

After five years of the same bullshit, it is finally easier to just stop listening and let go. It's true being negative is easier, but I think I have a right. Like most people after taking so much crap, you decide you don't need to any more. After being hit so many times you figure it out, you don't go back. After being shit on and yelled at over nothing, I gave up. On what? A fake relationship we tried to hold together, for what? the sake of our parents? The sake of family. 'Oh I don't ever want to end up like mom's sisters' and then you constantly jabbed me. 'I finally understand why they don't talk, when I have a bitch like you as a sister' I tried to be supportive, you called me a bitch. I tried to stay quiet, you called me a bitch. I told you how I felt, You called me a bitch. Finally I freaked out and get this one, again you called me a bitch. Maybe it's time for a new vocabulary. Or maybe just maybe you've been fighting yourself this entire time and that's where you're getting the word bitch from. Because that would make sense. You're a sarcastic, manipulative, moody, bitch and god forbid anyone told you the truth ... there would be tears. But the truth does hurt don't it.

If you don't get where you wanna go it's my fault? .. because i'm supposedly some kind of "princess" that's one way to say it, oooh and the impressions you do, well you need to work on it. My voice is a little deeper, a lot less winier, and I actually have logic. If only you would have listened, that's going to be the number one thing you think because it's true. If you stop your stubborness maybe you'd actually get what you want. Maybe you wouldn't piss off everyone around you.

I'm about done with this because I've heard it all replay over and over in my head for tooo freaking long. Before it was about nothing, now it's about more nothing but it's just repeated and the word bitch is soo over freaking used! Weak defense I say, but that's just me ... with logic ... staying here.